With the knowing of more people, I understand the world a little better and become better skilled at how to cope with things. With every soul I get involved in, I hear another story and my lonliness is spared for a day.
I get along with girls 100 times better than with guys. I do not quite know the exact reason. But it may be somewhere along the lines that with our female counterparts, my sense of ego does not come as often in the way and I am more likely to share and reveal my true self to them. Also, because of our natural attraction for each other, I enjoy talking and hanging out with a lady more than a man.
I realise by stating the above paragraph, some may judge me as a man who confuse lust for friendship. That is unlikely. I am not a shallow person. Well, at least, I don't think I am. All my life, I pride myself on the values of friendship and family. It's not going to change anytime soon.
Today, I met someone whom I found attraction for almost immediately. Unfortunately, I am beginning to accept the sad reality that even eager friends cannot combat circumstances and intend to stay in contact forever.
In specific terms, I am leaving Taiwan and it's extremely ironic that I made new friends again in my last days here. I do not believe in long term relationships, be it love or friendship. Somehow, the relationship would be affected by the distance.
Nonetheless, if our life is but a collection of memories... let us have as much beautiful memories together as possible. As such, do all the good and nice things I can, love freely, make friends eagerly and enjoy myself thoroughly.
In the end, we might all need these memories to tell us who we really are.
I get along with girls 100 times better than with guys. I do not quite know the exact reason. But it may be somewhere along the lines that with our female counterparts, my sense of ego does not come as often in the way and I am more likely to share and reveal my true self to them. Also, because of our natural attraction for each other, I enjoy talking and hanging out with a lady more than a man.
I realise by stating the above paragraph, some may judge me as a man who confuse lust for friendship. That is unlikely. I am not a shallow person. Well, at least, I don't think I am. All my life, I pride myself on the values of friendship and family. It's not going to change anytime soon.
Today, I met someone whom I found attraction for almost immediately. Unfortunately, I am beginning to accept the sad reality that even eager friends cannot combat circumstances and intend to stay in contact forever.
In specific terms, I am leaving Taiwan and it's extremely ironic that I made new friends again in my last days here. I do not believe in long term relationships, be it love or friendship. Somehow, the relationship would be affected by the distance.
Nonetheless, if our life is but a collection of memories... let us have as much beautiful memories together as possible. As such, do all the good and nice things I can, love freely, make friends eagerly and enjoy myself thoroughly.
In the end, we might all need these memories to tell us who we really are.
