I realise the most important thing now is to look at the positive side of all things. Although I'm really fearing the feeling of not having her beside me at all times for at least 4 years, it's no longer a choice I can make.
I should just concentrate on my studies and career first. Even if this relationship doesn't work out in the end, at least it has been a motivator for my business honours.
I have almost no mood to work today. I had to admit, I totally stoned in office till it was time for dinner. In truth, I'm just waiting for the guy who would replace me to arrive.
Then again, I don't really want that day to come. That's what I call mixed feelings. :(
Oh ya, I think it's due time for a class reunion of sort for 05S12. I'm sure there will be some interesting stories to tell! Too bad Jason is off in Australia. Well, let's still make it a good reunion though!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
